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Wednesday, August 20, 2003::

My dreams are driving me insane. I've been having dreams . . . things attacking me, my dying, worldy things. I really think something's wrong. A few nights ago I had a dream . . . I was in church and there's people like Pastor Alan there, in his usual happy self. His kids , things are pretty normal except the way the place is laid-out. The building was different. I was talking to some of the people in my youth group that are always way-out for God, they've got it going on. ya know? And, it was a demon, that's all I know it was, I don't know what it looked like, it came up through the floor and the floor came with it and they were frozen practically standing up in air. It had gotten the people that are so in touch with God. That's what ran through my mind. And I was thinking "How am I suppose to get through this? Am I as good as Them?" and it came after me. Chased me outside through a parking lot. I'd had little things attack me in dreams before but this demon was BIG . . . It was no depression or stress or worldlyness. I was so terrified. I did all i could. I protected my sibelings. I leaned over them to cover them and prayed and begged with God. and then we had time to run for it. We ran . . . into this shabby apartment building. I banged on this door for these people's help and this huge rat, obviously not your nomral rat, came form udner the door and I was fighting it back with a fork. Yes, a fork, and eventually i stabbed it through the head/mouth/throat and it was still alive and i was trying to situate this giant two-tonged fork thing that was much longer and sharper but i was having difficulty in my dream handling it and i woke up. I think things are attacking me while I sleep. It's not cool.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:26 PM:-