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Saturday, April 30, 2005::

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 10:11 PM:-

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I can't decide! I love them all!

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o_0 Yes....

So exciting things coming up...

-Binky Awards
-LAN party (possibly)
-End of Highschool

*smaks elbow* ......OW. *cry*

Ok, well, this is a pointless post, really.

I made an account on myspace.com ...it's actually really cool. *hiccup*

XB Ok, I'll stop wasting the infinate internet space now. *nuzzles pillow*

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:34 PM:-

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Happeh? C(:

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:37 PM:-

Apathy and Gain

Ummmmm.... meh? So nothing much matters to me lately. I hardly remember my days and my days are long and hard-worked. My computer in my room is dead and I'm left almost musicless. I'm still kind of depressed about the computer so i havn't restarted it yet.
I shouldn't complain too much about this because no one would understand . . . but I feel like I'm not who I want to be yet.
I'm grumpy all the time when I'm not I'm apathic. Not only that but the lonliness sometimes effects me, but I always remind myself that I'm just lonly before I get myself into (or back into) a situation I don't need to be in. Not that I like anyone now, because I really don't care about dating right now . . . I just . . . I need cuddles sometimes too. ;; And not just friend cuddles, you know? Because I know someone is going to read this and be all "oooh, I should give amy cuddles" But, I dunno. I'm just getting through this by being patient.

I guess my being patient in that area, however has caused me to be irritable with everything else. I've been working on the play at the college 'The Adding Machine', and I don't know, I feel like I don't fit in, ha, kinda like how I feel where ever I am! In the tech booth all I hear is perverted jokes, some people are intimidating, and some people are just down right stupid. And to others, who I shouldn't be, I'm a jerk. I get sick of all the stupidity, and the perverseness, and I have never liked being initmidated. I sit in a tech booth with a headset and a binder and I know every little thing that goes wrong in the play. I'm pressed for every ounce of energy and patience that I have. I get home late, and I go straight to bed, and I wake up early the next morning to go to a place that isn't so warm and exciting.

Anatomy Cats

This Tuesday we're starting the disection of our cats in Anatomy. I have mixed feelings, I feel like I want to be excited about the cats, but my negative part that makes it confusing is that . . . I have no one whom I would like to work with as a partner. Well, it's not even that, I feel disliked in that class. Ever have that vibe? I've never done anything to those people, I just feel...AWKWARD in there, out of my place or comfort zone. The teacher even seems to glace at me as if I were inferior. I'm always feeling so damn inferior. I want to work alone *throws up arms* Unfortuantely someone has already filled that position.

Sister, Sister

Ok, so, incase you forgot or didn't know, I have a 25 year old half-sister that lives with her new husband and baby boy in Maryland. Well, they're coming down to stay for 2 weeks starting this Saturday. She's only staying a week of that at my house. Luckily they will be living in PAUL'S room. bwaha. This will be the first time I get to see my nephew, Kolten. XB Happy stuff, but also weird because they'll be living in my house...talking to me...wanting to...spend time with me. Hugging me... Rawr. I just want a night out with some cool people o_0.

Last things to add
So, I want to my first party that had alcohol (even if the alcohol was intended for people only 21 and older, there were some drinking it that weren't 21) and I'm proud to say I didn't even touch the stuff. It's not that big of a deal, really, especially for epople who don't understand. I just thought it was interesting. I think there's hope for me yet.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 8:43 PM:-

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DanceDance

So it started out that Nathan and I were going to prom with Sara and Mark and we were all going to The Cheesecake Factory. but then Nathan mentioned that Sara and Mark either were or were about to break up . . . and that they weren't going to prom anymore. I think it broke Nathan's heart 'cause he really wanted to ride in a limo, which probably a limo would have come in handy for what I'll mention later on. So we were alone again, but Ross jumped in and after I mentioned it he asked us if we wanted to be in his group. I asked Nathan and he said that'd be good. So we took on it. It ended up being Nathan and I, Ross and Julie, Trevor and Kat, and last but not least Ben and Brittany. The Aquarium (where we ate out in downtown Houston) was very nice, I had stuffed flounder. Nathan had a HUGE meal. Poor Ross and Trevor, neither Trevor or Ross like seafood. and Trevor is allergic to anything with milk/cream/and stuff like that in it. It was good, we were almost there 2 hours. We left at around 9:30 and we immediately got totally lost in Downtown Houston. Oooh God. I knew we should have stopped and checked the map first.
The ride home was rather quiet, but i didn't feel like I had anything to say that would interest anyone, and Ben and Brittany seemed to keep themselves occupied.
We got to the dance at about 11:15 and me and Nathan danced to 2 songs. Afterwards we went to Julie and Rachels house where I had forgot about the other party going on for the Less Than 31337. I've always wanted to ask, why is it "LESS THAN" 31337? I dunno. But yeah, it was awesome, I hope everyone had fun and was safe. I'm really going to miss highschool.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:07 PM:-

PromPromPromPromProm

Okay so yeah, tonight is the prom. Eeee. My mom is altering my dress right now. Yeah, kinda last minute, eh? Also I just got back from having my hair put up.... well, I don't know what to think of it, I've never had my hair put up before... I don't particularly love it, so yeah. :-s I think it makes me head look square, and i wanted hair down in the front, and i made a side comment about it and the hair dresser said thjat she'd take care of that...and she didn't. mmerG. I oculdn't tip has because the cost was $20 even and all i had was 20 dollar bills. I felt bad. I don't have a purse that matches my dress so i'm kinda frustrated about that too.
I think I'm juts having a stressful day. I don't remmeber it being this stressful last time i went to prom. And last time I had a professional do my make-up. Not this year, my mom is doing it. I'm worried. I want someone really good to do my makeup :-s. I feel like crying like a spoilt brat or something. Ugh. Also I can't get my nails done. Not that I've ever had my nails done, its just that my naisl are ugly right now and i just want to cover them up. I don't think i have any jewlry either. Frekain freakin crap. Prom costs too much freakin money as it is and I havn't even spent like 1/4 as much as most epople spend. I'm going to be out of lunch money for weeks paying this back.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 3:10 PM:-

What I really meant to say

...Is I'm sorry for the way I am...

So today I bought my prom dress, tis pretty and red and stuff. Nathans jaw almost fell off o_0 Weirdo.

Schools almost over. I don't want it to end.

I never meant to be so cold

I need to revive BARAKA For those of you who didn't know i've been planning to start a comic for well over a year now. yeesh. I have about 5 of them done. It's really hard to draw and ink everything and my special pens died. And Keenspace, the website i am using to host my comic...um... hates me. So youll only be viewing Comic 1

EDIT: I think people who cuss all the time are some of the stupidest creatures alive. Ever. Ever. Ever.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:41 PM:-