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Thursday, November 17, 2005::
 | You scored as Mindfuck. Congratulations, you scored Mindfuck. You've probably seen a lot of movies, and have grown to hate mainstream shit. You're looking for the movie that will leave you breathless, and with 21 questions to think about. Check out: Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Pulp Fiction, Memento.
Mindfuck | | 90% | Sadistic Humour | | 80% | Sci-Fi/Fantasy | | 80% | Drama/Suspense | | 75% | Artistic | | 70% | Romantic Comedy | | 45% | Mindless Action Flick | | 35% |
Movie Recommendation.
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-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 2:43 AM:-
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005::
*smiles* You have no idea.
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 1:24 PM:-
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Monday, November 07, 2005::
Hm. I suppose the post below the one below was a little emotional. But I suppose I was frustrated, I didn't understand people. Well, i still don't often times. I feel bad how a person got defensive about it. I think it's kind of funny now. Everything's just interesting. The night ended good. People need to get over their pasts.
This blog has so much of the past for me. I need to climb out of this hole. I don't want to hide under friend's only protection, it just doens't matter that much. People can read my personal stuff. People can speak unknowlageably under anonymous comments. Why? I guess I just don't want to hide it as if it wasn't my thoughts at one time. Even if I'm ashamed. I don't want to tell people not to post stuff about me without them even knowing who I am anymore. Why? Because I've done it. I'm not any better, am I? Never.
So if I believe all that then why slowly give up on this blog? I think it's because I don't want those archives to be associated with my present. Or with whom I want to become. It's always who I was, but not who I am.
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-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 1:49 PM:-
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Sunday, November 06, 2005::
Sigh. So.
So I'm blogging just to get rid of the post below with all the crazy comments. People are weird, no? Um...Nathan came down this weekend. We hung out of course. We had a fake rave at Aaron's house. Fake rave because we didn't have drugs. 'Cause, you know, all real raves have drugs. Anyway, it was a lot of fun. Lot of cool lights, food and DDR and such. Not that I could play the DDR. ...Actually, I played one song one a 1 footer cause i knew i wasn't going to be able to go very fast. I got a D. I guess I'm still not quite ready to play DDR, eh? I let Aaron borrow my black light for a while. other people brough other really cool lights too. Fun shtuff.
I talked to Crystal Romero a lot this afternoon at Nathan's house. She's a nice person and fun to talk to whenever she is over. Its nice knowing I can communicate with people still and that I havn't grown into an anti-social, negative, hateful freak. I'm getting so much better, and just talking to and spending time with great people make things progress so much better... I can't even explain it to you. Just even to try would be like downgrading it to some low level to where people can comprehend it like it's nothing... Kind of like trying to explain Love. How can you express that with your tounge? Or with language? I guess a lot of things are happening that way lately . . . and I guess thats why I feel less like blogging it. Because why downgrade it? How could anyone ever understand?
That's not a "no one understands me" line. It's just no one can understand what one person goes through, right? Not even if they explain it in as much detail as they can. It's always downgraded. (Or in some cases upgraded? exaggerated maybe?)
Anyway. Don't be so angry about this blog. And don't try to fix it. And don't try to be defensive. And don't try to insult. Nothing's worth that. It's just a blog. Not even an amazing blog. And I may continue to blog...just not in the degree that I used to. Just not in the WAY that I used to...and there's nothing that anyone can think, comment, email, say or do to me that can change that. See? already your saying "geez, i don't care THAT much". Exactly. Live your lives, don't worry so much about mine.
Here's some short writings that I havn't deemed....finnished
Fission Moral
Some incriptions set in the stone Commands,
I'll find myself starring vague.
My moral mission, once defined
Has rotted out and fissioned.
I am a Hypocrite
You're shaking in your skin
It's the fears you pretend-
not to claim.
Through your eyes everyone can see through you.
All your lies, they gave you emptiness and shame.
I also have another one titled Exodus I'm working on creating my visual without being...direct or corny. There's nothing worse than a direct or corny writing. Nothing worse. o_0 Currently it's not deemed worthy for your viewing. The ones above proabbly aren't either. The title oft he last one may change. It might not fit later, although the title is true. Who isn't one? Besides the Lord?
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:15 PM:-
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