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Thursday, September 30, 2004::

C'mon this is fun...

You are 55% American!

You have 110 proof blood

You're a genuine American, citizen or not. Americanosity runs in your blood. You're an asset to the U.S.A as much as anyone can be expected and while you may not go out of your way to push the nation forward, you do what you can to make it all run smoothly. You root for America in the Olympics, try to stay on the right side of the law, and can name at least eight past US presidents. Keep America proud, tough guy.

Other genuine Americans include: Betsy Ross, Johnny Appleseed, Irving Berlin, Eleanor Roosevelt, Humphrey Bogart, and Oprah Winfrey.

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o.O


As a Vice President, you would be:

71% Criminal
30% Invisible
25% Expendable
50% Idealistic
44% Essential
27% Electable

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:01 PM:-

Birthday Party??

Well, I was thinking, I should have a birthday parry. Well I shouldn, shouldn't I? I've conjured up a list of about 25 people, though some of them I am questioning if I shuold invite due to circumstancial situations/would they want to/would they contribute. But that's not really the issue, I'm sure they'll all get invited anyways.

The real issue is COST, because I'm one of those people that believes if the party doens't have good food then it's not a party. I've not really told that many people about this, but a lot of the ones I have told ahve even talking to me about helping me pay for the expense.
Also the party would be at Nathan's house, rather than my own, because his house is more suitable for parties. Nathan's mom has agreed to it and I believe she was talking about making the cake (she makes awesome cakes), and sodas, though with the help I'm getting I'm sure I could help with drinks. Also it would need plenty of chips & dip, icecream and pizza. The pizza's going to be the most expensive.

Of course I'm worried that if I invite a bunch of people that a lot won't show up, but yeah . . . anyways, my birthday isn't until the 22 of October and the party would be on the 23rd so no one has to worry about this yet. I'll get invitations out as soon as I am able. This isn't even official yet, it's just my PLAN.

Also if you don't get invited, don't worry about it, though I'm pretty sure I got most people. Usually I don't invite people cause I feel I don't know that much about the.

So if anyone has any questions or comments about that they can IM me or e-mail me privately.

Squee!

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 8:55 PM:-

I'm pretty sure I'll never grow up.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 1:01 AM:-

Taken from My Journal [yeah a real one]

9-21

So math class is usually one of my most, um . . . "emotionally stable" classes of my school days. But today, I must say, I am baffled by the lack of human thoughtfulness and greed, and by the very person who is suppose to be an educater! And over a STUPID thing like cookies! Appearently MRs. Reid was angry because lots of people in the class had cookies and she didn't, and told us to put them away. So I did. But after a bit I assumed she was only kidding, her humor is weird like that, since everyone else in the room had and was eating theirs. So I got it out. Pretty much not 1 minute later she yells at the girl accross from me and says to give her some, so the teacher takes it and shoves it in her mouth. ???? O_O OK??!
And I felt it coming, she runs over to me and snatches up my bag, looks in it and says. "...Ha! Your cookies are smooshed!" and distastefully throws it at me, then says "Ha!" and something about it splattering on my stuff? On me?
I didn't know, the only thing I could think of was how she was a JeRK and I've lost all repect for her. JeRK!

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:27 PM:-

Friends and Strangers

You can hear the sound
When walls break down
You wasted my days
Building on shaky ground
You can't carry on
When walls break down
Such wasted days
Building on shaky ground
-Sparta "While Oceana Sleeps"

So today I sat alone at lunch as usual. I feel disconnected, blocked from everyone. You can hear the sound... So I eat at a familiar table and make my way to sit by the wall outside Ooh, when walls break down... A lot (though not all) of my friends I have deicded I am no longer firends with, not even a little bit. You wasted my days... Maybe they havn't realized it yet. When walls break down . . . Such wasted days, building on shaky ground.

Probably one of the most amazing thing happened today, I was sitting alone like usual, and when you sit alone there's something about people (people i know but don't knwo too well, yeah?) where they come up and ask you if your ok or they make a comment about what your doing (drawing, reading, etc) and then they walk away. Other then that I'm just there on my own. But today a guy was walking by somewhere and he just glanced over once and immediately came over and sat down and just started talking to me. It was really nice, he told me he knew what ti felt liek to be the loner, and he asked me whey I was sitting by myself. I felt kind of stupid opening myself up to this random person I didn't even know, I didn't even know his name. So, apearently he's a sophmore, and his name is Travis. Anyways, we shook hands at the end and as I walked off to anatomy I thought about it and it was just "wow" that people would care, people I don't even know. It really made my day.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:55 PM:-

Oh my Gosh, Oh my Gosh, Oh my Gosh,

I have Sims 2!!!! This is the BEST THING EVER! However, I havn't played it yet. x.O
The reason being is because appearently I don't have enough RAM. Dangit.

So this si kind of technical, let me break this down . . .

So I have like 128MB of RAM in my computer. That's a normal ammount, and is the ammount I'v had since I bought my computer. Apearently Sims 2 requires 256MB or more.
I told me dad about it (and my dad gets excited about RAM) and he was willing to buy me RAM, but first he had to find out what kind I needed. It didn't say on the RAM so he had to go look up my exact computer model online. So when he finds it, it turns out I have the kind of RAM that you have to buy in pairs (and because your buying two, it's more expensive)
And then it turns out, I have like "super RAM" which is Rambus RAM, which makes it EVEN MORE expensive. It's also the kind you can't buy in normal stores because people will steal them o.x
So my dad was about to spend well over $100 on me for like 515MB of RAM, Which, man, my computer would have been FREAKIN' fast.
But we're kind of down on money, so he got the next best thing, he got about a little over 256MB of RAM, which added with my existing 128 is like 384MB, which is over what I need to support the game. However, once again, he has to order it online, and it's going to take a couple days to get here.

In the mean time the game is just sitting right in front of me . . .tormenting me . . .
*glares at game* *whimpers then cries* I want to play you! *sob*

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 10:15 AM:-

Sleep, SYATP, and More Frustration

I've been complaining about school and the exhaustion for the past couple weeks now, and just to prove to you how tired I actually WAS last night I went to sleep at 7pm and didn't wake up until 6am. Unfortuantely that means I didn't do any of my homework. Oops.

So See You at the Pole is tomorrow, I'm going since this will be my last one ever (in highschool anyways), and since I'm always at the school at 7am anyways, I mine as well skip class for somehting I believe in, yeah? Anyways, I hope to see you all there, and after wards there's a Saw You at The Pole ralley at my church (The Family Life Church) with a video of the See you At the Pole's that went on across the county. So, I hope to see you all there at 7am! And at 6:30 pm at the ralley.

So . . . I'm sitll tired, though slightly less than usual. I need to finnish notating my book. And I ened to do vacab for SAT Prep . . . and then I need to probably do some Health Science Tech stuff . . . and Chemestry.

School Isn't Over Yet?

...I feel like writing . . . Who has writers block? Amy does! Amy does!

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:29 PM:-

should...uh...*dies*

Uh...yeah...I should be posting here but...uh...yeah...*dies*

Too bad for you! I'm tired! Of everything!

[insert dead bunny here]

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:06 PM:-

Nathan

Nathan's home! Weee!

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 10:07 AM:-

Sad Bunny

I don't think I've complained about school enough.
School sucks horribly bad. I'm so tired of feeling like an idiot in class. I think I'm just going to stop talking at all. Maybe I'm just STUPID.
And onto more complaining , I always have a huge load of homework.
I'm already just depressed and going crazy.
I just want out of highschool.
I'm tired of it. I'm tired, I want to go home and just lay in my bed and die.
I feel really alone...
Perhaps I would die?

- Dead Bunny

I'm a Sad Bunny

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 4:41 PM:-

Exciting Things This Month

Well, today is Monday and it's Labor day, so this is a holiday I really needed! Thank you!
Also that means this school week is only going to be four days long.
This weekend Nathan is coming down from college, I really miss him.
The Sims 2 comes out on September 17th!
My dad's birthday is on the 22nd.


Actually that's all I can think of going on this month. Besides that it's also becoming fall...and I love the fall more than any season EVER.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 3:00 PM:-

I have chosen a college

Yummy.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:37 PM:-

All I really want before I die,
Is clarity...
All I really want before I go,
Is peace...
Forever in my heart a song to sing,
Sing out...
Mourning and rejoycing this last breath,
Breathe out...
Release my soul into the sky...
Listen how the rain pours down upon your face.
Crying out in joy and in dispair,
Goodbye.
Can never be free until I fly...

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:11 PM:-