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Monday, September 20, 2004::

Friends and Strangers

You can hear the sound
When walls break down
You wasted my days
Building on shaky ground
You can't carry on
When walls break down
Such wasted days
Building on shaky ground
-Sparta "While Oceana Sleeps"

So today I sat alone at lunch as usual. I feel disconnected, blocked from everyone. You can hear the sound... So I eat at a familiar table and make my way to sit by the wall outside Ooh, when walls break down... A lot (though not all) of my friends I have deicded I am no longer firends with, not even a little bit. You wasted my days... Maybe they havn't realized it yet. When walls break down . . . Such wasted days, building on shaky ground.

Probably one of the most amazing thing happened today, I was sitting alone like usual, and when you sit alone there's something about people (people i know but don't knwo too well, yeah?) where they come up and ask you if your ok or they make a comment about what your doing (drawing, reading, etc) and then they walk away. Other then that I'm just there on my own. But today a guy was walking by somewhere and he just glanced over once and immediately came over and sat down and just started talking to me. It was really nice, he told me he knew what ti felt liek to be the loner, and he asked me whey I was sitting by myself. I felt kind of stupid opening myself up to this random person I didn't even know, I didn't even know his name. So, apearently he's a sophmore, and his name is Travis. Anyways, we shook hands at the end and as I walked off to anatomy I thought about it and it was just "wow" that people would care, people I don't even know. It really made my day.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:55 PM:-