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Saturday, October 29, 2005::

The Beginning of The Demise

Guh. I don't even know why I have this blog anymore. There's no point. I just DON'T CARE. Should I care that I've had this blog pretty much like 3 years? Maybe. But I don't. Nothing is worth comments on here. Comments don't make freaking friends anyway. I think I've just been "BLEH!" lately about how STUPID people are. STUPID STUPID STUPID. People are so self centered, and vulger and immature and they DON'T CARE. People are so worried about not having boyfriends and girfriends...well what about the people who sit alone all day. I mean GOODNESS at least you hang out with people. WHO CARES?! Maybe I should care. Maybe that's my problem, as I grow older I just stop caring as much.

Gosh, I'm freaking 18. And you know what that means? Pretty much nothing.

you know what I just got done doing? Meeting up with some complete losers at IHOP, but then IHOP caught fire and we had to leave. Thank God. They were some of the worst people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. So then the stupid people left, and we went to Little Mexico and when we came out, someone had egged Amykin's car and stuck bricks under the wheels. Great. It was probably the freaking losers from before. WHO DOES THAT CRAP? What's wrong with people that they have to trash someone's car? COMPLETE LOSERS. They're worthless! GOSH! At least we had fun cleaning it off with the power washer. I'm kinda bleh right now. Everyone's so angry, and that in turn makes me angry. Grr. *smacks self* Thats ok, I won't be angry for long. People need to grow up, and by grow up I don't mean swear constantly, or drink a lot. bleh. I dunno what i'm saying. I'm ranting. And probably not checking for typos. Not caring. This is the beginning of the demise of this blog.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 12:47 AM:-

Teeth-Clenching Fun!

Currently I am biting my bracelet because I keep clenching my teeth. And I can't help it. I don't know why I can't relax though.

So I thought about posting something intelligent on here, maybe something relivant to my life . . .

Nyurg, well . . .teeth clenching involves stress or some degree of restlessness and head-noise. Certainly there's a lot of head-noise. Last night, when I went to bed, my head was still in action-mode. Instead of thinking of laying down like I was, my mind was still up and running and talking and yellling. Just about things that I wish I would do or say or would happen. Kinda like recreating in your head what you SHOULD have done rather than what you actually said. Kinda like when your boss pisses you off and you say "yes, sir" but in your mind you really want to say something different. I don't have a boss, but yeah . . . you get where I'm coming from.

I always have so much head noise, it's starting to make me sick. Repitition is starting to drive me mad. The same music and the same thoughts on repeat in my head making me want to scream into a pillow. Alas! What am I to do but bite down onto a bracelet in hopes that I won't damage my teeth?

And most importantly, how am I suppose to hear from God with all of this head-noise?

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:47 PM:-

The Best of You

So I've been going to physical therepy 3 times a week. The physical therepist said that when i first came to her my ankle was at -14 degrees from Neutral. Where I NEED to be is +10 degrees from Neutral. Currently I am at a +2, which means I've improved by 16 degrees. Since i have 8 more degrees to go it means i'm 2/3 of the way to being better. :)

Everything's a slow progress. I went from not even being able to stand, to standing, to manuvering with one foot. to being on crutches and being able to put weight on my foot, to walking around while holding the crutches to walking around WITHOUT the crutches. although that is still unadvised outside of my house.

I really think the car accident was a way of telling me to slow down in life. Maybe it wasn't. But I certainly slowed down.

I am a little sad that my ankle will never look the same. you know the way you can see the ankle kinda jut out of your foot normally? Well, i don't have those anymore >.> it's covered bya metal plate on one side and screwed down on the other. Yey for hardware.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:04 PM:-

This uncovering's gone way too far. In the open I feel so bazaar.

V.V >.> ^.^ <,<

Go here: Yes, Here.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:42 PM:-

Believers vs. Unblievers

Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 2 Corinthians 6:14

So it seems that there are only two true races in the bible . . . believers and unbelievers. That's all that matters, and that is my official statement.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 12:31 PM:-

So After the last Few Days I have TRANSFORMED from:




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I dunno . . . I think I'm pretty versatile...XD

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 1:02 PM:-