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Saturday, July 19, 2003::
I got back from camp yesterday...I'll explain it all later.
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 1:14 PM:-
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Thursday, July 10, 2003::
Gertrude Stein said “That’s enough”
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 12:10 AM:-
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Wednesday, July 09, 2003::
Lack of sleep does weird things to me. That's right.
I havea tendency of getting caught up into books. I'm not one to read at intervals. If I had it my way I'd read the whole thing without sleeping or breaks but alas. I finnally finnished Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix, excent, I must say, though it aroused my anger a lot. You'll have to give my mind a couple days to fully recover from the book. Took me a year after reading all the Redwall books, I was such a quack. Highly annoying, I must say, wot wot!
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:03 PM:-
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I hope that eveyrone's okay--Dylan you're an awful driver! o_O
I've been sleeping too much lately. Reading and Sleeping in intervals. I'm gunna be up til like 6am this time, probably. I'm thristy, I wonder if I'd be bad to go to the kitchen . . . *hmms*
Well Kayla's back, I'd be excited about seeing her next year but either she'll be moving or she'll be a grade lower than me. Kinda sucks.
Does it help that the old world thinks I'm now insane?
Of course I can't help but miss the past a bit . . . people either feared me or had some respect for me. People wouldn't just pass me over and a nobody. And I did have fun . . . and my head is so garbled right now. Whenever I think about last year and I think about drugs I have the thoughts of suicide like last year that had, after the stress died out, faded to only wanting to kill others. Drugs cause me such self-hatred and so do a lot of memories. I'm in a lot of mental pain right now . . . It's hard to get past it . . .
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 12:34 AM:-
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Monday, July 07, 2003::
I've just been thinking too much and I'm in a rather unhappy state of mind... I can't help but think of school. It's occured to me already, although I tried to keep from thinking it, that I won't have anyone next year due to my giving up of last years friends. The only person in my grade that I'm friends with is D'Mari and she'll be around all the people I can't stand. I think this is the year I'm going to crack. I can already feel their taunts and teases, the laughter, the wispering, the dirty looks, the mistreatage. It hurts already. This is the year I'm going to crack. This is the year that's going to determine wether I screw up my life or beat it. I'm personally favoring just killing over and rubbing it in everyone's face. I already hate skloo . . .
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:52 PM:-
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Yesterday I went to the beach with Nathan's Family. I think I'm so used to his family's faces (and most names) that I'm forgetting I'm NOT their family. I'm pondering if that's a good thing.
Well the beach was loads of fun even if I AM too scared to go out QUITE as deep as Nathan and Emily wanted me too.
TODAY I went to church DISPITE the fact I was tired, VERY tired. And I came home and paied off my $3 debt to my brother. Then I set up plans with D'Mari FINNALLY after NOT being able to reach her or do anythign with her. We went to the mall and wandered and got really nasty chocolate chip (flavored) cookies that made me feel sick, so we threw them away. When we dropped her off she lent me her Harry Potter-Book 5 that she and her brother had finnished reading. I'm only on page 129 out of 870 but I take lots of breaks...usually involving drinks.
I'm talking to Nathan right now and slightly unhappy with my dull boring life.
And that's my day for you.
Good news is I'm NOT sunburnt.
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 12:08 AM:-
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Friday, July 04, 2003::
Well I went with Nathan and his fmaily to the fireworks and it turned out not to be as bad as I said.
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:19 PM:-
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Well . . . Happy FREAKING 4th-of-July. I have to say by far this is the WORST July 4th EVER. Grrrr. I have a FREAKING headache. and I HATE fireworks. They're so pointless.
-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:50 PM:-
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