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Sunday, February 29, 2004::

Tsunami Weekend

I worked hard (well...kinda) to get to go to Tsunami this weekend. I've never heard a bad thing about Tsunami, ever.
I didn't get to go last year because I got grounded *coughs at Ross*. Oh well. I did get to go this year and that's what's important. I can't simply explain the whole thing. Perhaps AMAZING, WONDERFUL, POWERFUL. But those are all understatements. Jeff Deyo was AWESOME. I bought their New CD, I really like it. Scott Crenshaw's (forgive mis-spellings) message was amazing and funny. and Bob Smiley was HIL-AR-IOUS. I was laughing so hard I started crying.

Friday me and my brother, Paul paid $30 each (well, Nathan helped my way in-thanks, Nathan :) ) to go to Tsunami but then Friday Paster Alan decided that Saturday we could bring anyone and everyone because he was mkaing it FREE for them. And I was so happy. I brought my little sister even though she was too young. And I called D'Mari up at like 9am and starting yelling at her that she HAD to go, because it was SOO amazing! She came late and had to leave early but she CAME and that's the point and she had a really good time, she didn't want to leave. lol.

Friday I went down the wave (25 foot inflatable slide) once and I was like "yeeeeeeeey ^____^" and so I decided to bounce off of the edge and I bounced and landed on the edge and my heel goes "CRACK" against the curb. And I was like "-CRAP, hahahahahaHAHAhaha-aahh, pain-hahahahahaha". Apearently I bruised the bone. A bruise finally showed up. But I can walk on my heel again without much pain now, so that's good ^______^

Saturday Well, D'Mari, came right? So she wanted to ride the wave but she was in a short skirt and since I didn't really feel like riding right then (with my foot and all) I told her we could trade, so we went into ther "parlor" by the bathroom and changed. She was all like "WOW, your pants fit really nice" and I was like "uhh...your skirt doens't fit me very well..." so I adjusted it and stuff, and so I was wearing a short skirt and really long (actually matching) socks and we were walking out of the church and D'Mari was like "Nooo, Amy, you don't look like a hooker!!" *sarcasm and laughing* and I was like x_____X "Eep"
So we went outside and D'Mari and Becca stood in line. I was all like "...It's drafty..." *twitch*. And D'Mari kept rubbing my pants going "ohh, I liiike your pants Amy" and I was like *glare* c(:
Man, Becca rode that wave like 10 times. lol

Sunday I went to church and Jeff Deyo played the entire time, It was awesome, I bought his newest CD after church let out and asked my mom if I could go to Nathan's for lunch, she said yes, so I went. We had Speghetti, which I REALLY like, so yes, I was happy. And I have a strange addiction to ranch dressing. Me and Nathan hung out and stuff and I kinda had a bad moment I guess, but yeah, just other people's thoughts of me getting to me, I havn't gotten upset in like 2 months. Kinda felt good to cry. Crying feels better than panic attacks. There's nothing wrong with crying sometimes. Sometimes emotions are like your release. I've elarned that when I bottle it up I feel good for a while and then I just start having panic attacks without warning. Not that I don't hold back emotions, just I should have a good cry sometimes.
Well we had a fun time trying to get Robbie's shoes down form the telephone wire, lol. And we did! Yes, greatness.

I'm just sorry so many of you guys missed out on it. Truly, It was one of the most awesome times and one of the most awesome weekends I've ever had.

And
Yes, for those who are wonderirg, care, or didn't know and are really bored me and Nathan are back together. So I am not going to do the same thing with Nathan as I did to Ross. Ross was a completely different story, with completely different circumstances that I don't think anyone besides Nathan really knows about.

I love Nathan, I never stopped. I was just being really stubborn. Nathan's my best friend, I felt so lost without him. I love Nathan so much, guys, you'll never know how close we are to eachother. I'm just sorry I was turned away by some people once me and Nathan broke up. But I guess it lets me know who really cares about me. I love my friends. even though a lot of them were telling me to "be strong" and "not to go go back to nathan", to follow the path I was choosing, I realized that path wasn't mine and I realized I'd made a mistake, so everything is better, I've learned a lesson and a thing or two about people.

I still love you guys, even if you don't like me, even if you don'tlike me just a little bit.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:22 PM:-

ARG i think i factured my heel...but none-the-les EVERYONE NEEDS TOCOME TO TSUNAMI! IT'S FREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! (and they have food)

9:00-9:30am-ish to 6pm at Thr Family Life church, it's kinda hard to miss with the 25 foot wave in the yard, lol

ps, don't try and bounce off the wave...your foot might slam back into the curb.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 8:09 AM:-

Oy

I went to the clinic yesterday, it was my last appointment. They poked and proded me more than normal, but that's to be expected. It was also my last day to be on my medicine. Because it's a study drug and doesn't have a market name yet, they can't prescribe it to me, so they gace me a new medicine which is basically suppose to be almost no difference between it and my medicine from before. It'a called "Lexapro", apearently the discription they give it is "Well-Tolerated" What the crap? Wel, ok. So I started it this morning, besides making my stomache a little upset, i basically felt like I hadn't taken anything, which, I suppose is reasonable since it was only HALF a pill. Yeah. half a pill for the next week.

grr. I don't even consider myself "Depressed", just...unstable ^-^;

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Ugh. Ok, I was cleaning my room today. well "cleaning", no, I was cleaning, I got a lot of stuff out, and other than that everything's under my bed or in a corner. I have to write my speech by tomorrow. Sigh. I can't concentrate.

I'm excited about Tsunami this weekend, I've never been, and I hear it's really great. My brother decided that he wants to go, too. So yeah.

Nathan's buying the chocolate for my speech-oh CRAP, I have to have a visual!, grr, anyway.

So, I think I've said most of it. I still need a hug. :(

Me wuv you.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:17 PM:-

Ultimate Procastination

Well, I'm suppose to be studying about The History of Chocolate for Speech due Friday
I need a topic for History by Thursday for the ultimate project.
And I need to clean my room by Friday so I can go to Tsunami, which I've already paid for.

>.< EEErg. TAKS was today, I hate TAKS. Stupid TAKS. Stupid Brazoswood. Stupid people. >.<

I fell asleep durring the TAKS test. hahaha. Ah, man, it sucked.

I just ate tuna, I only recently discovered that I like tuna. Ha, I'm gunna die of mercury poisoning!

I'm watching the Discovery Channel, Man I love Myth Busters.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:48 PM:-

Click here for Video

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:08 PM:-

No more Hitman2 for j00...

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 4:39 PM:-

Well, OK, I'll talk about most of my day...

I woke up....was running late (as usual), got to school, put on make-up, headed off to 1st period.

I made a 92 on my History Project. I was thrilled. Of cours before that I made a 75 on my test. That sucked.

I went to Math and got in trouble for eating. For God Sakes I Hadn't Had Breakfast and of course, didn't understand a thing of math as usual.

Now thourghly pissed...I decided that nothing matters anymore and I stormed off to IPC.

Now that we're in the Physics part of IPC, I really don't care too much about Physics, so I goof off and pretend I know things when people ask me questions like "if the velocity is 47 and the circut is 93492 inches long how long will it take for me to kiss my own ass"

At lunch I didn't feel like eating so I went over to Amber who had the pink hair spray . . . she went to streak my hair but actually got more of it on my face/neck and clothes than on my hair. (of course, after I brushed it all in/out I had many compliments on how nice my hair looked today)

Then I went to Spanish. Dear GOD I wanted to kill someone. The teacher was going horendously and unmercifuly fast for my brain. SO finally I got on my bus and WENT HOME.

Yes Home where I cried and felt sorry for myself like a lame ass because I know I suck and don't suck at the same time. So finally I give into Nathans always generous offers and went to his house and watched "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" where there was lots of popcorn wards and endless rambelings from his little sister and her friend. And of course his dog, Dolly(aka Jerry to friends), like morphed herself to my leg.

Now I am home. And listneing to music. Loudly. While everyoen is asleep. Yes. I am mean.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:30 PM:-

I don't know what to say to you


I feel like this blog isn't my safty anymore. I can't tell it things likes i should be able to. I havn't veen able to tell it things for like 2 months. I havn't ben able to tell you things for 2 months now...

goobye.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:51 PM:-

weeeee says:
only three?
w00t! I gained 3 pounds! says:
lol
weeeee says:
dont you only weigh like 10 pounds? c(:

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:23 PM:-

Well....well....well....

I'm sorry Sam, I failed you, I didn't do what I promised because I fell asleep for like 5 hours and woke up at 9:30pm
So now I havn't been away since 9:30pm yesterday. Rrrawr.

Muh, I really don't want to go to Skloo tomorrow. Haha, Rob (The Silly Aussie Guy) just e-mailed me from his school. St. Peters, huh? mwahaha. Stalkage! j/k ^_^

Stop Loving Me, All of You

yeah, you heard me. x_________X

and as for the rest of you that are going "Pfft...we don't love you, we hate you!"

as for that I say

Stop Being Lame and Judgemental! GARGH! Get Some Heart!

Ain't nothing like the real thing, baby, Ain't nothing like the real thing, Ain't nothing like the real thing, baby,
Ain't nothing like the real thing, I got your picture, hanging on my wall, you you don't seem to come to me when i call your name, then i realize it's justa picture in a frame, i read your letters, but they don't move me, they don't groove me that way, like you whispering in my ear, ain't nothing like the real thing baby, ain't nothing like the real thing...

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:04 PM:-

Now If Only My Hair Were That Color

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 10:19 PM:-

Melissa:
romeo romeo where fort art thou romeo?
Amy:
"in the tree! quick! my pants are stuck!"

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 12:46 AM:-

Failing

I'm failing everything. Well, mostly. I'm doing HORRIBLE at school, I CAN'T concentrate, I CAN'T stay away, I can't focus, I have other things bothering me, other things on my mind, depressing me. And all I can do is try and milk the support I can get. I really need a hug. Like a really good hug.


Love is in the...school fountains?

We got our Match Maker Results back yesterday. It was very interesting. VERY interesting. And DD was #2 in my "most cmopatable frineds" and Jenny was #1 and Lindsey was #3 and Merie was on there too.

Apearently there's this guy on my most OPPOSITE list that we're compatable by 0.1% Isn't thst scarey? It's like I would kill him and slaughter his family and beat his dog. Or he would do that to me. I asked Christina who he was and she was like "oh, yeah, you wouldn't like him" and then he looked on her list and was like "oh, he's on my most opposite list too!". Apearently this is a very hateable guy.

I don't even know who half the people on my list are...

So....tired...

*fall asleep on the computer*

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:26 PM:-

'91, Day Care Booklet

Compare that to my sister, who when she was 3yrs old was 3'3" and 33lbs.


EDIT 2/23/04: I took down the photos, I needed to make room on FourValve.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 8:02 PM:-

contest and theatre photos
click on the photo to view it in full size

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:12 PM:-

Contest! The Return!

Well I can't deny it, I had lots of fun. It was great great sweet pimpin badger fun! And I give me congradulations to all the people in our school who won awards, and to those who deserved awards but didn't get one. As for me-!-I didn't even pass Prelims in either Novice Prose or Auditioning! ^________________^

But I grew closer to a lot of people in class, got complimented many times on my dress, and one guy was randomly like
"WHOA-YOU'RE LIKE-THE GIRLFRIEND I'VE NEVER HAD! You're all like, small and cute! I LOVE YOU"

I did sleep a lot of the time though. Being so small and compact comes in handy where as I can sleep (comfortably) in 2 chairs, but I CAN sleep (uncomfortably) in only 1 chair.

I've detrmined I am allergic to my kitty pillow. But who cares! ^___^

I'm just gld to be out of that really evil dress! and those evil shoes! and of the all evil! *horeds her comfortable clothes* Weeeeeeeeeee.

lighters, talking, fire, random hello's, mafia, humiliation, the camel, badger badgerbadger badger badger badger badger badger mushroom mushroom badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger mushroom mushroom!badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger mushroom mushroom! badger badger (oohh... a snake... ohh.. it's a snake.. a snaaaaakkke)badger badger badger badger MUSHROOM MUSHROOM

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:17 PM:-

Contest

I'll be at contest all day at the Angleton Highschool. Blarr. Someone come and visit me >.<

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:25 AM:-

Update

I've been kinda behind the senes for a while, I guess. Talking to people online basically fills up my day. And Music too.
Hmmm . . . well, there's not much to say that I'm willing to say.

I'm kinda disapointed in myself right now. Ya know? With everything going on, I'm still tyring to evaluate who is and isn't my friend. But also trying not to think about it. I have lots of friends, and not just my friends in "the group", if I am even still considered a part of the group. Hard for me to say.

Well . . . I got my progress report Wednesday. I'm making C's and D's in half or over half my classes. I just don't want to think of school. I go to school every morning just to hope to see people I know that will even say hi to me. It's rather sad, maybe.

Also I just updated my website, I think I edited about 35 webpages to match the template. Still lots more to go, though, content wise.

"Too old to be going on
And I'm to young to not belong"

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:46 PM:-

OK we settled it

First i took the quiz to see how White I was...it said (i didn't cheat on any of these) 20% White. ok...
So i took a quiz to see if I was black.... 20% black... no luck.
So I was like "well maybe I'm mexican" so the results came in... 20% Mexican... Ay!ay!ay!
So i took the quiz to see if I was Asian and alas!...40% Asian...still not even over the 50% mark but that's the highest i've gotten and unless you can find more quizes to determine my race I suppose I have to stand...





How ASIAN are you?

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-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:25 PM:-

Quiz-o-rama


This is your fate! Screw the normal world. You're
going to Lilliput, and you competitively
bunnyback ride.


What is your Fate?
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DKNY: Classic with clean edges and very business
like. You don't like to get outrageous or
overly boisterous. Keep It Simple is your
motto and you do it well.


What fashion designer fits you
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'Fudged in the Head' PLEASE VOTE!!!


What Type of Lunatic are You?
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What Snack Food are You?
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Fun. You Truly Desire Fun. Your always willing and
ready to play a game, whatever it may be. But
be careful, you cn tend to get a little too
competitive.

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What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You're a Non-box.


What box do you get put in?
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Your Moulin Rouge Status: by pinkrobelover
Your Name:
Your deepest secret:	You raped that poor little midget
The Bohemian Ideal You hold true to most is:	Beauty
Your Job at the Moulin Rouge:	High-priced Whore
What the customers think:	You should charge more for your services
Favorite Quote:	"I was made for lovin' you, baby, you were made for lovin' me!"
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hahahahaha..WHAT THE.

Fine i'll try my screen name.

Your Moulin Rouge Status: by pinkrobelover
Your Name:
Your deepest secret:	You once chained yourself to Ewan McGregor's ****
The Bohemian Ideal You hold true to most is:	Truth
Your Job at the Moulin Rouge:	Just a customer
What the customers think:	You aren't worth the price
Favorite Quote:	"The Greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
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Innocence. Like a child, you seem to think of
things with more a curious look then an
explanative. The answers aren't important to
you all the time, sometimes it's just enjoying
the questions and finding new ones. When the
end came, you survived through the simple means
of not being in the wrong place, or, following
a butterfly away from the blast zone. Meeks...
damn you all.


How would you survive the end of the world?
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Boy Next Door - Your ideal guy is the brotherly and
huggable boy next door. He's always around,
knows you better than anyone, and loves to
cuddle. He's not neccessarily attractive to
most, but something about him makes him
charming and adorable in your eyes.
Turn ons: One word - cute. He gets you teddy bears
and kisses your forehead, loves hand holding
and telling you that he loves you.
Turn offs: He'll screw up somewhere down the line -
but we all make mistakes. Forgive him, because
all he can do is learn from it and love you all
the more!


What is your ideal type of guy? (With Pictures)
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What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Enslaver of all humanity
Date when you fufill your destiny	January 20, 2012
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How WHITE are you?

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hahaha





How SLUTTY are you?

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Daz what I thought! yey! ^-^

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:24 PM:-

Faith


EDIT 2/23/04: I took down the photos, I needed to make room on FourValve.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:18 PM:-

RIP Anastatius

Well . . . my computer, Anastatius, is DEAD. He suffered from a mental illness called "Brain Errors" and finally, once he became incurable, he was laid to rest. I am happy to say though that I backed up all my images/text files so I did NOT lose all my stuff. Well...except my music. >.<

Well I'm at school right now, I probably won't get the internet set up for another day or so. Soo...until then you can E-mail me, meh? Seriously, just do it.

TheRandomPenguin@hotmail.com

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 11:15 AM:-