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Monday, November 07, 2005::

Hm. I suppose the post below the one below was a little emotional. But I suppose I was frustrated, I didn't understand people. Well, i still don't often times. I feel bad how a person got defensive about it. I think it's kind of funny now. Everything's just interesting. The night ended good. People need to get over their pasts.

This blog has so much of the past for me. I need to climb out of this hole. I don't want to hide under friend's only protection, it just doens't matter that much. People can read my personal stuff. People can speak unknowlageably under anonymous comments. Why? I guess I just don't want to hide it as if it wasn't my thoughts at one time. Even if I'm ashamed. I don't want to tell people not to post stuff about me without them even knowing who I am anymore. Why? Because I've done it. I'm not any better, am I? Never.

So if I believe all that then why slowly give up on this blog? I think it's because I don't want those archives to be associated with my present. Or with whom I want to become. It's always who I was, but not who I am.

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-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 1:49 PM:-