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Sunday, August 24, 2003::

The Par-tay

The Partry was really cool and I had lots of fun. the Pictures on Sara's Blog Are pretty spiffy. I've seen some frightening ones of poeple too, she didn't post. Lots of food and fun.

Although I was highly disapointed with Ross. I really don't mind that he doens't like DDR, I never meant any of my comments like that. But I think he really hurt Robert which his foolish remark, he doens't even know Robert. And he doesn't know me anymore. And he's always saying how I hate life and how I hate everyone, as if no one can ever change themself, and if we were close in talking at ALL without geting into a stupid arguement over misunderstandings he would learn that I don't hate life and I don't hate anyone. Then I got to thinking about it and I thought maybe I only hate Ross, like even over Sam. But . . . then I thought again and I don't hate Ross at all, because I still feel hope for him to stop being so angry. I'm just highly disapointed in him. Highly. I was trying to prove that he hated more people then I do cause he did say " I HATE YOU!!! " I a lot at the par-tay. Even if he's kidding he shouldn't say it. I was trying to tell him he should say 2 things positive about Robert because before...he said for every negative thing he says he should say 2 more positive things. And, well, he failed. And even if he came to realize he was wrong, I don't want his apology, I just want him to check himself.
And I was pretty bothered by it. I hate crying. I should have taken my medicine. CRAP stuff but if it keeps me from getting upset over petty stuff, it's better than nothing.

Well. The party was really fun. We need to have big things that like more often. It was kewl.

Well, I'm out. Feel free to comment, people. Feel free to insult me, Ross.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 4:37 PM:-