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Sunday, October 05, 2003::

PARTY TIME

...for everyone but me. Yeah. Today was Ross's, Abby's, Tim's birthday. They all ahd something going on. And I wasn't invited or even informed on any of them. I feel pretty disapointed and sad. I was informed about Ross's party 6 minutes before it was suppose to start. I was so depressed I just decided not to go to church, well, my parents wanted em to watch the Trading Spaces and there were only going to be girls there at church and everyone at church hates me anyways. heh. They just kind of... stare at me or overlook me or give me this glare. Some say hi...but never more than a hi.

Anyway, I'm sick, not physically, just mentally sick...sick of school, sick of everything. I want to drop out. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of people and of food and of drink. I just want to run away and lay down somewhere until eventually wither away into nothing. Give up all future. Who needs a future? Who need money? Or food? Or water? Or life? Not me.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:08 PM:-