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Wednesday, July 21, 2004::

Change

I'm still trying to cope with all the change.  I suppose outwardly I've always been pretty good with change but I just feel like my inside is building up and I'm just going to have a mental break down! I know it could be worse, they could be getting a divorce, but it's still realizing coping issues that everyone goes through is interesting.

- First off my mom got a job, that's a good thing.  We need more money and stuff but that eliminated the person who did things for us.  Not that that's bad, we need responsibility.  But it interferes with what I'm acustumed to.  It interferes with friends and normal processing.

- Along with this job came my dad having to do things for us.  Usually he comes home from work, jumps on the computer, comes out to eat, goes back to the computer, then goes to bed.  I kinda liked it that way, just because my dad has ways to make you feel like you just want to be COMPLETELY left alone.  And everytime he's gone, there is much joy (or at least more than before).  Not that he's a bad person, just that's the kind of relationship we have, and that's how he effects us.

- Next off comes the leaving for camp for 5 days and coming back to completely remodeling our bedrooms.  Now that it's almost entirly complete (only a couple little things left), I really think my room is AWESOME.  But from the moment I came back from camp I was jumped upon by new rules and demands.  No Tape! No Tacks! No food! No Drinks! No Dog! No Dust! No Mistakes!

sigh..and brb, my dad is scremaing about the dog...

Not only that but sometimes you just miss the arangement of your room . . . even if you couldn't breathe at night.

Just little things you miss.


School Ain't Cool

I'm just goign to skip you the long complaints and just say I need someone I know with a "0" Hour class next year to contact me >.<

  

 

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 7:14 PM:-