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Monday, August 23, 2004::

Of Best Friends and Sceduals

So, I'm still really frustrated right now. Doens't it just *REALLY* suck when you finally realize your best [female] friend isn't even your best friend anymore? Like you fought really hard but all ti does it fail fail fail because she has another best guy friend who hates her best female friend, and doens't want to "hurt anyone's feelings" so she can just hurt both of us. Yeah, that's right. So, i'm just extreamly tired of it. I'm tired of coming in second to a jerk-face. I don't demand all of her time, do i? I don't demand much at all. But I need a little more from a relation ship then "yeah, i know he's a jerk, but he does things for me, and he protects me, so i'll give up all my friends and their feelings and my own personal independance just for him. aww"

She doesn't call me, but heaven forbid, i'm afraid if i ever call her her boyfriend would track me down and kill me just for making her unavailable to him for 8 minutes. Oh dear God.

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So I got a schedual change today. I am NOW in regular Chemestry for Mr. Weaver, which means I'm in Kelsi's class. cool. That class was already really packed.
Also i'm taking Government in A1 now and I have Mrs. Feller. I have no idea if she's good or not. So my new schedual starts tomorrow. Nice.

Judgement

There is a particular couple of people at nathans house that make me extreamly uncomfortable. No fofense but it really makes me angry and upset and confused and I constantly feel like i'm being judged. I hate it. At least I'll be glad that when Nathan leaves I won't have to see THEM for a long time. (or one of them ever again, probably)

Man, I suck.

Guh.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 8:43 PM:-