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Wednesday, November 03, 2004::

Posty, Posty

So I assume I should be posting.

I dyed my hair /again/. Tis interesting. I'll probably dye it again in another couple months :p We'll see. I like dying my hair.

S'anyway . . . I'm on the verge of failing a couple of my classes because I was in TAKS for a week and came back and got work piled up on me along with still doing regualr work in class and it was like "OH GOD WHHHY?" x.X

So if I fail and end up not graduating this summer than you'll know why 0_o.

On the good side, if I passed all of TAKS then I don't have to come to school while the juniors take their TAKS tests in the spring? Fun.

I'm talking to Nathan right now, I miss him. *sob* I dunno what to say. It's just like this empty feeling of not having your best friend there anymore and it's like...you reach out and you end up hugging some stranger and they're like "hi?" and you look and jump back like "HOLYFREAKINCRAP" and then your like "IKILLZYOU!.........IKILLZYOUGOOD!" and then you beat them with a dead bunny.

Somehow I wish that'd really happen.

So

Lets take a deep walk inside the Amy's life. What has she been doing lately? What good thigns ahve come her way? What bad things have sprouted their ugly heads? You don't care, but I mine as well take up blog space, correct?

Really, all I do all day is sit . . . sit stare at an empty computer clicking away at blogs going "NOBODYPOSTSYOUALLSUCK" or I'm dancing like a mad-man to music. I suppose I could be more productive, but I really like my dancing. ...really. I'm liek addicted to music. Addicted like DRUGS. And then once I start listneing . . . I can't do anything else. Homework? Psssaaawww...MUSIC! Read the bible? ....but...the...music!

Folks, I have a problem.

Lets look at the good things that have gone on so far this week . . . I'm less numb to the world? Maybe just a little, but I seem to be able to enjoy myself more. My world doens't seem liek a wasteless ball of goo. And I dyed my hair . . . that was cool. Bush won the election. That's cool. It's cold outside. That's cool/cold. I'm alive. ........that's debatable.

And then the uglyness. I never seem to get enough sleep. Perhaps I hurt a "friend"'s feeling yesterday, but it's not like she cares about MY feelings anyway, and hasn't for a long time. jerks. Nathan's still not going to be down for another couple of weeks. My room is a mess. My parents are never happy people...which makes me unhappy.


Ending with a good note that I just remembered . . . I watched Donnie dArko a few days ago and I loved it.

-over-

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 9:13 PM:-