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Tuesday, March 01, 2005::

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I think I've crashed. At Tsunami God was talking with me about things in my life which involved how I always feel so inferior to everyone. I feel UNWORTHY to be in people's presence, I fele UNWORTHY to speak my unimportant words into their eharing range. And also He was speaking to me about how my loneliness was going to end soon. So I had written it down, and keot it with me. I wans't going to feel inferior around people anymore, I wasn't going to be alone anymore.
So that Sunday night we came and we were just cleaning up the church afte Tsunami. I'd never felt more useless in my life. I was walking around like a numb zombie. I'd never felt mroe alone in my life in a croud of people. No one came up and talked to me. I walked up to a couple people and said hi to them but they just walked away from me. It was such a horrid feeling. So I gathered up my stuff and just left. I sat outside and called to asked Nathan to pick me up. I was very upset. I just took the paper and ripped it up on the ground.

Like Sleeping Beauty

ok...so I'm sick again for the THIRD time int he past two months. I think something is really wrong with me immune system. Career Day was crap, but yeah, I only ahd to go to 4th period, in which I slept. I'm looking forward to sleeping all tomorrow too.

I feel like screaming out in song. wow. HAPPEEEEEEEEEH.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 5:42 PM:-