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Sunday, July 24, 2005::

The Pains of Insomnia

So something had to go wrong and it finally did. I felt pretty bad last night, emotionally. That wasn't really the issue though, being emotional doesn't really mean anything. I was just sad because I felt guilty for taking up so much of Nathans time, and I was trying to talk to him about it but he was distracted with others things, so I decided I'd leave him alone and go to bed. The only problem was I wasn't tired. So not only was I not tired, but emotionally I felt guilty and sad which made me restless. I can't really tell you WHEN I got to sleep, but all I know is that when I finally did I had strange, strange dreams. The first time I woke up from my dream it was 5AM. And I was like "uughhh...nnno" because when I woke up I was completely awake again. The second time I finally fell asleep, when I woke up I was twisted and wraped up in my comforter, I felt EXTREMELY HOT, I was sweating, my stomach hurt like something awful and my whole body was stiff and sore. And even though I was completely awake again when I woke up the second time, tt took me a loooong time to be able to pry myself out of that bed.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 10:15 AM:-