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Thursday, August 25, 2005::

The Moody Effects

I did it. I finninshed the 6th Harry Potter book "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince". I found out who dies . . . and the only words that seem to come to my mind are "*sob* Noo!" and "..wow.." Many plot events occured that I did not want to happen . . . and many happened that I did not expect. I am now led to believe that there will be more than seven books in total.

Either way, I always notice how my mood seems to always become entangled in the mood of the book itself. And I seem to be dazed in it in such a way that I would indeed believe that I could be the main character. Although saddly in this case, I do not certainly have the amount of bravery emmitting from Harry's character, but then again, I've never had to. it's kind of annoying . . . the moody daze I get in after reading a book. I then seem to become somehow disapointed in my own unadventurous life. My own weaknesses, my causious approach to life. My carefulness in every word as to not disturb the peace of fragile tempers and opinions. I've always (or nearly always) acted as the peace-maker. But in honest to God truth my spirit irks for a great disturbance . . . but somehow God knows me best that I am not prepared for disturbances. I'm too prone to cowardace and depression. I'm too afraid of angry people, or of dislike, or of pain. And that is what makes me less of a person than I truly wish to be. Perhaps I'd just not ready for my ultimate test . . . But maybe I will be someday.

-: Amy Kelley blogged it up at 6:16 PM:-